All My Secrets

 

Avatar Credits: Bourbon Arcana

"Just don't let me disappear, I'ma tell you everything"

BTB QUOTE:

3rd Person Speech
"Master," she whispered.
"Yes?" I said.
"May I be taught to dance?" she asked.
"Who is 'I'?" I questioned.
"Alyena, your slave girl, Master," she whispered, "begs to be taught to dance."
"Perhaps she will be taught," I said.
"She is grateful," said the girl.
Tribesmen of Gor - Page 91

Woman: "If you would just listen to me."

Man: "You are crazy." 

How many women have heard that from a man's mouth? Maybe after a fight? Maybe not after a fight, maybe it was after something. This is  behavior common to us. And guys, it is you now that is the guilty party. May I introduce you to something known as Gaslighting. Please Read:

Labeling A Woman Crazy

Men, read and weep! :) 

~*The Body*~

 "I need another story, Something to get off my chest, My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess"

Skin: Essences {Linka} TDRF *medium01* brown

Shape:  [STICKY] Snickers Shape

Eye Brow Shape: [STICKY] Snickers Eye Brow Shape 

Hair Base: EF- Malaysian Lace Front Caps (Hairbase) - Black 

(They have a NEW LM but not the exact hair base for sale)

 

Hair: +Spellbound+ Indigo +Flower // Small - Natural Selection

 

Eyes: IKON Promise Eyes - Oak (ML)

~*The Cosmetics and Add Ons*~

"'Til all my sleeves are stained red, From all the truth that I've said"

Hands: Slink -Avatar Enhancement Hands - Casual - XXSmall R w/appliers

Feet: Slink Female Feet (AvEnhance) XXS - Mid w/appliers

Lashes: Candy Mountain - Dolly (Link to MP Store)

Eye Liner: . Pekka. Eyeliner Combo 2 -Vintage Cat eyeliner 4

Nail Colour: The {Wicked} Peach - Nails - Northern Lights

Eye Shadow: The {Wicked} Peach - Sorceress Eye Makeup 4

~*The Accessories*~

"Sick of all the insincere, So I'm gonna give all my secrets away."

Hair Flower: +Spellbound+ Plumeria Hair Piece

Circlet: .Keystone. Malin - Ward of the wood / Aged Gold

Bracers: *OAL* Gem Bracers Arm @ The Fantasy Room

Leg Bracers: *OAL* Gem Bracers Arm @ The Fantasy Room

~*The Ensemble*~

"This time don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away"

From:

Camisk: *OAL* Adena M ~ Black

~*The Props and Poses*~

"My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars"

Poses:

(Not In Order)

Pose 1: [Ca.Co] Dancer - 1

Pose 2: [Ca.Co] Dancer -2

Pose 3: Double Take: Oh my Love

Pose 4: Ma Vie - Moving Light 01

Pose 5: EP- Feel Again #1

Pose 6: Double Take: Weight of Adoration

Props:

Dead Tree: .:S.M:. Scenery - Dead Tree C (c)

Other Tree: [DDD] Tree with Grass 3 - Dark

Grasses: T-Spot Pampas Grass Patch No. 2 - copy/modify

Dead Twig Tree: 8f8_Tree Branch with Ginkgo Leaves

Rocks: Skye Cuesta Rock 2  (12 to 64m)

Thank you so much, and enjoy <3

To Hell With You

Avatar Credits: Jammy Dodger

Fantasy Wear- Gorean Wear

For the Gorean Wear: 

All you need is a modesty top -Suggested - On A Lark - Modesty Tops (Tintable)

For a proper free woman - Try On A Lark veils - (Tintable)

And remove the wings

Rant: Girls with Cleavage Skin

HEY. YEAH YOU. Look if you are going to wear cleavage skin, make sure the clothing you wear would actually produce cleavage; otherwise, it looks like shit.

BTB QUOTE: 

The Love Feast, incidentally, as I may have mentioned, occupies the full five days of the Fifth Passage Hand, occurring late in summer. It is also a time of great feasting, of races and games. Cernus, sensing the temper and curiosity of the crowds, had determined to make them wait for his surprise delights, over a hundred Of them, whose supposed qualities of beauty and skill, enhanced by the mysterious aura of barbaric origin, had been for months the object of ever more eager rumors and excited speculations. Many were the furious Gorean slave girls who found themselves, early in the Love Feast, forced to ascend the block, while buyers were still waiting, before the larger quantities of gold would be spent, to be sold for prices less than they might otherwise have won for themselves under the conditions of a more normal market. The evening of the fourth day of the Love Feast is usually taken as its climax from the point of view of slave sales. The fifth day, special races and games are celebrated, regarded by many Goreans as the fitting consummation of the holidays. These games are among the most heavily attended and important of the year.
Assassin of Gor     Book 5     Page 281

 ~*The Body*~

Skin: [HUSH] April - Night - Sugar (lb nc)

Shape: [STICKY] Skittlez

Eye Brow Shape: [STICKY] Skittlez Suggested Eye Brows

Hair Base: None

Hair:  .aisling. Isadora .M.

Eyes:  Dead Apples - Rainy Day

~*The Cosmetics and Add Ons*~

Hands: Slink -Avatar Enhancement Hands - Elegant - XXSmall R w/appliers

Eye Lashes: Candy Mountain - Dolly (Link to MP Store)

Eye Liner:  .Pekka. Dark Makeup - Eyeliner

Nail Colour: alaskametro<3 SLINK manicure applier - "Cherry"

~*The Accessories*~

Hair Net: .aisling. Isadora Chains&Pearl {Silver}

Circlet: .Keystone. Nicolette / Silver  / ONYX - [Common]

Collar: .Keystone. Bejewelled Collar - Garnet

Necklace: [The Forge] Filigree Necklace, (Silver) -CBOX

Wings: *CR* Cyber Vamp Wing

Bracelets:  .aisling. Eunice Bracelets Black

~*The Ensemble*~

Gown: .::DD::.  Abby Red S @ Fit For a Princess Event

~*The Poses*~

Poses:

(Not In Order)

Pose 1: [Ca.Co] Vintage 6

Pose 2: [Ca.Co] Vintage 7

Pose 3: [Ca.Co] Vintage 16

Pose 4: [Ca.Co] Aspen 6

Pose 5: An lar [poses] P Series - Sweden (m)

Thank you!

 

Come Over, Come Over

 

Avatar Credits: Jammy Dodger

Blog Note: I have decided to expand my blog to include "Fantasy" and "Casual" wear for out side of the Gorean Fashion. Yes, my focus will always be more By the Book than anything else. If you use the menu to the right hand side, you can click and ONLY see what you wish, free woman, free man, etc. The point being, as I pick up amazing groups to blog from, I need to also expand my blog to accept other genres of clothing! I still love you all the same, and thank you for the patience. 

This outfit was done by Distorted Dreams, whom I was just added to the list of bloggers! I am so grateful I got to take this project on! Thank you thank you <3

Just some more for thoughts. Things will always try to part you from your path. They are distractions, shiny objects that you know you should leave well enough alone. Focus. 

Focus your heart, your soul, your mind towards what is ahead of you, not behind you. Life is so short, the next few years blend and blur into the next, before you know it, you are walking your child down the isle and giving them away. Just, keep your head up. We are amazing creatures that keep bouncing back from failures. Like myself, here is to the path I have found myself following, and with all hopes, I will continue to grow strong, and fall for love. 

~*The Body*~

"I told you I wouldn’t call, I told you I wouldn’t care
But baby climbing the walls gets me nowhere"

Skin: -Glam Affair - Kallisto - Exotic 04 G

Shape: [STICKY] Fruit Cake Shape (new) - Havent Released It yet

Eye Brow Shape: [STICKY] Fruit Cake Suggested Brows

Hair Base: EF- Malaysian Lace Front Caps (Hairbase) - Black 

(They have a NEW LM but not the exact hair base for sale)

 

Hair: Exile::Young and Beautiful - Naturals

Eyes: IKON Lucid Eyes - Aegean (M)

~*The Cosmetics and Add Ons*~

"You can say we’re done the way you always do
It’s easier to lie to me than to yourself"

 

 Hands:  Slink -Avatar Enhancement Hands - Elegant - XXSmall R w/appliers

Lashes: Candy Mountain - Dolly (Link to MP Store)

Eye Liner/Shadow: Pekka.  Fresh Look Eyeshadows w/ eyeliner - 10

Nail Colour: i`piteme French Manicure Black for Slink (MP - Link)

*Love these colours and design for only 5Linden!

Piercing: .Pekka Fidelity Piercing - Mouth - Gold

Lipstick: [PF] <Light> Classic Lipstick - Pin Up Red

~*Accessories*~

"We don’t have to miss each other, come over
We don’t have to fix each other, come over"

Halo: May's Soul - ave maria crown bone

Golden Crown: .Enfant Terrible. star crown RARE

Flower Wreath: May's Soul - flower headpiece dark

Jeweled Circlet: (Yummy) Gemstone Tiara  - Gold @ Collabor88

Flowered Circlet: .::DD::. Bliss Black COMMON (Wear Me)

Necklace/Collar 1: [The Forge] Chain Collar, (Black) -CBOX

Necklace 2: [LH] Sheridan Necklace - Sophisticate - Black

Necklace 3: May's Soul - black chain necklace

Bracers: [Haste] Chain Bracer Black

Rings:  .aisling. RingsSet A {R} @ The Fantasy Gacha

 ~*The Ensemble*~

"We don’t have to say forever, come over
You don’t have to stay forever, come over"

Gown: .::DD::.  Alina Crimson S @ PREVIEW FOR We <3 RP

You can couple this gown with one of the amazing modesty tops at On a Lark which are modifiable so you can tint them as you need! <3

~*The Props and Poses*~

"Forget about your friends, you know they’re gonna say
We’re bad for each other, but we ain’t good for anyone else"

~Props~

Seat: [Tia] The Library - Scroll Seat - Deco

Book Cases: [Tia] The Library - Tall Double - Deco

House: Trompe Loeil - Rivershire (no waterfall) (larger)

Light: *alirium* ray of light -Warm- (2x2x10)

~Poses~

(Not In Order)

Poses 1: Kirin Poses - Hera Pose 7

Poses 2: EP - Goddess Of Love #6 RARE

Poses 3: EP - Goddess Of Love #3 

Poses 4:  EP - Goddess Of Love #1 

Poses 5: Kirin Poses - Hera Pose 1

Poses 6: Kirin Poses - Hera Pose 4

Like the Rain

Avatar Credits: Jammy Dodger

"On the darkest day there's always light and now I see it too"

BTB QUOTE:

Then, in the privacy of his office, as he observes, you strip yourself. You do this as gracefully and as well as you can, without training. You reveal yourself to him completely. You are absolutely naked. He will presumably put you through some simple slave paces, forming some conception of your capacity to move well before men. In the process of this, you are, of course, being assessed. You then, when permitted, kneel. You then humbly beg his permission to bind yourself into slavery before him, thereby making yourself a slave, and, in the context, submitting yourself to him as your first master. You keep your head down, and await his decision.
Mercenaries of Gor     Book 21     Page 417

 Something that has nothing to do with Gor:

Sometimes when you have the time to think, your mind goes through a multitude of different options, avenues, some dark and shadowy, some bright and sunny. Which path is right? The only thing that helps me is putting on a blind fold and following blindly. Perhaps that is the path to true happiness? Who am I to tell. I know for here, for now, right now, I follow a path which is making me put a smile upon my face.

I know that also, the heart was made to be potentially broken, shattered, and destroyed. We begin to know more about us when we have to walk away from a lost relationship. We are strong, the world does not turn off the light, it does not stop spinning, and guess what? We remain breathing. It is a risk, a calculated risk the moment you agree to be that person's significant other. 

Whatever happens, walk with grace, dignity, and respect. Wish well the other party, as a lover still, good wishes, your heart will have more closure if you end well, than end with hating words and flying voices. This, is what I have learned. :) 

~*The Body*~

"Like the Rain, Always Calling for You, I'm Falling for You Now.... "

Skin:  -Glam Affair - Livy skin- India - 01 D
-This is by far one of the best skins from Glam in my opinion, just adorable!

Shape: [STICKY] Fruit Cake Shape (new) - Havent Released It yet

Eye Brow Shape: [STICKY] Fruit Cake Suggested Brows

Hair Base: EF- Malaysian Lace Front Caps (Hairbase) - Black 

(They have a NEW LM but not the exact hair base for sale)

Hair: Lamb. Pandora -Browns

Eyes: IKON Promise Eyes - Fjord (M)

~*The Cosmetics and Add Ons*~

"Like the rain I have fallen for you and I know just why you
Liked the rain always calling for you I'm falling for you now"

Hands:  Slink -Avatar Enhancement Hands - Elegant - XXSmall R w/appliers

Feet:Slink Female Feet (AvEnhance) XS - Flat w/appliers

Lashes: Candy Mountain - Dolly (Link to MP Store)

Eye Liner: Pekka. Eyeliner Combo 2 Eyeliner #5

Nail Colour: [ S H O C K ] Slink Unholy Nails - Fingernails HUD (MP Link)

*Love these colours and design!

Piercing: .Pekka Fidelity Piercing - Mouth

~*The Accessories*~

 
"It's as bright as lightning and I wonder why I couldn't see"

Crown: :{XA} / :(SH): Head Dept - Keeper of Secrets - black (ready to wear)

Circlet:  [Keystone] Ara'nel - Onyx ~NEW~

Collar: Pekka. Thick chain collar - Gold [Scripted]

Necklace: Pekka. Rosario de madera - wood black RARE 1

Bracers: .aisling. -Sadhana- Bracers

Anklets: .aisling. -Sadhana- Lower Legs

~*The Ensemble*~

"And when the night falls on our better days
And we're looking to the sky
For the winds to take us high above the plains
I know that we'll find better ways to look into the eye of the storms that will be calling"

Camisk/Dress/Thing: *+S.F.+* "tonight I'm yours" Corset Mini Dress -Black M

~*The Props and Poses*~

"When I hear it I just can't believe I never liked the rain"

Poses: 

(Not In Order)

Pose 1:  . Infiniti .  - Dust in the Wind - 1 [WEAR]

Pose 2:  . Infiniti .  - Dust in the Wind - 2 [WEAR]

Pose 3:  . Infiniti .  - Dust in the Wind - 4 [WEAR]

Pose 4:  . Infiniti .  - Dust in the Wind - 7 [WEAR]

Pose 5:  . Infiniti .  - Dust in the Wind - 9 [WEAR]

Pose 6:  . Infiniti .  - Dust in the Wind - 3 [WEAR]

Thank you and Enjoy your day! <3

Gor On A Budget - Female 15

Avatar Credits: OceanRequiem

Alright pay close *attention* this post has some instruction with it if you want to get this look. We have some editing to do, and yes I will show ya how :) 

I will use firestorm to show you the editing for the outfit. 

BTB QUOTE:

Further, members of castes such as the Physicians and Builders use the fairs for the dissemination of information and techniques among Caste Brothers, as is prescribed in their codes in spite of the fact that their respective cities may be hostile. And as might be expected members of the Caste of Scribes gather here to enter into dispute and examine and trade manuscripts.
Priest-Kings of Gor   Book 3   Page 9

Let us get started. 

This Avatar Costs: 2 Linden

~*The Body*~

Skin: Essences {Jamie}.medium01.group gift -FREE

Shape:-POUDRE- [Ashley] Shape --FREE @ FabFree Headquaters

(Please see LAST BLOG Post for my editing numbers to fix shape)

Eye Brow Shape: Essences - jamie eyebrow shape (group gift) -FREE

Hair Base: NONE

*READ CAREFULLY*  

Hair: TRUTH HAIR Jinx - Pastels - FREE! ONLY the PASTELS is free..ONLY

*Note EDITING in FIRESTORM*

Step 1: Open inventory 

Step 2: Find/locate the Truth Hair Jinx folder you are wearing

Step 3: Find bold/highlighted hair in Truth Hair Jinx folder

Step 4: Right click the bold/highlight hair and get menu: Looks like...

 

Step 5: On the menu click EDIT

Step 6: You get Edit Menu Like So:

  

Step 7: On edit menu - See were it says: General, Object, Features, Texture, Content in tabs

Locate TEXTURE and click on it. 

Step 8: Under the TEXTURE (make sure it highlighted) find COLOR

Step 9: Click the WHITE color Button and  up will pop a color box you can play with like so:
*The reason mine is black is because I chose that color. :P Your color box will be white.

Step 10: Play around with the color of your choice, I chose black because its more natural, you can do whatever you want. 

Step 11: CLICK OK 

Step 12: Close all edit menus and enjoy your hair!

(If you are really that stuck... just send me a note card with your name. REMEMBER this is editing for FIRESTORM)

Eyes: [Brixley] Leo Eyes - honey - FREE GROUP GIFT

~*The Cosmetics and Add Ons*~

 Eye Liner: *League* Classic Wing EyeLiner 2 Tattoo - FREE

Eye Lashes:  *BC* Eyelashes 1 - 1 Linden

~*Accessories*~

Necklace: ::C'est la vie !:: Cecily necklace(Black Ribbon) - FREE if join free GROUP

Belt: *LE* Eglador Belt with resizer - FREE join free group for gift!

~*The Ensemble*~

Modesty Top: {AS} Arwen's Creations FW Essentials Undershirt - FREE

Go to main store- go to center of store- gift is on table

Other Shirt: *LE* Eglador Lil'Rose Shirt - FREE if you join group for gift

Sleeves: *LE* Eglador Lil'Rose Sleeves M - FREE if you join group for gift

Skirt: *LE* Eglador Lil'Rose Skirt Size M - FREE if you join group for gift

OPTIONAL VEIL: *[MeshedUp]*_Selena_VEIL LONG_ Sand ( + other colors) FREE (mp link)

(Not shown)

~*The Props and Poses*~

AO:

 AKEYO_NanoAO_Rookie-Female_HUD - 1 Linden

(There is a male one too for 1 Linden)

Poses:

(Not In Order)

Pose 1: *EverGlow* - GroupGift01(F) - FREE

Pose 2: *EverGlow* - GroupGift02(F) - FREE

Pose 3: *EverGlow* - GroupGift05(F) - FREE

Pose 4: *EverGlow* - GroupGift07(F) - FREE

Standing Outside The Fire

Avatar Credits: Bourbon Arcana

BTB QUOTE:

. . . in a group of female slaves, for example, in a pleasure gardens, a fortress or a tavern, there will usually be a girl appointed First Girl. Indeed, if there is a large number of slaves, there are sometimes hierarchies of "first girls," lower-level first girls reporting to higher-level first girls, and so on. The lower-level slaves will commonly address their first girl as "Mistress."
Magicians of Gor - Page 123

So there you have it. First Girl. And them addressing the First Girl as Mistress, as you also have more than one first girl! GASP! So you can take your tiara off now :) Thanks! 

~*The Body*~

Skin: -DeeTaleZ Skins- Skin Paige A dark Nordic

Shape: [STICKY] Rolo Shape

Eye Brow Shape: [STICKY] Rolo Shape

Hair Base: -ef- Malaysian Lace Front Caps (Hairbase) - Black

Hair: little bones. West Coast

Eyes: -Dead Apples- Twinkle Eyes V1 - Apple

~*The Cosmetics and Add Ons*~

Eye Liner: .Pekka. Eyeliner Combo 2 Liner # 3

Slink Hands: Slink -Avatar Enhancement Hands - Casual - XXSmall R w/appliers

Slink Feets: Slink Female Feet (AvEnhance) XS - Mid w/appliers

  

Eye Lashes: Candy Mountain - Dolly (Link to MP Store)

Nail Polish: {Wicked} Peach - Nails - Northern Lights

~*The Accessories*~

Head Band: Magika [Headband] Group Gift - FREE for subscribers!

Circlet: [Keystone] Daewin ~ Silver / Onyx [COMMON]

Necklace: [Keystone] Charmed Necklace - Silver ~ White

Collar: [The Forge] Feather Collar, Black

Upper Arm:  [The Forge] Boadicea's Bracelets, Upper Arm (White)

Bracers: [The Forge] Boadicea's Bracelets, Lower Arm (White)

Anklets: [The Forge] Boadicea's Bracelets, Ankle (White)

Pauldrons: ::SP:: Jeweled Leaf Black

~*The Ensemble*~

Camisk: *OAL* Adena M ~ Black

With On A Lark- you know you are going to have so many more options in colours! Go to the shop to pick up your slinky camisk today! :) 

~*The Props and Poses*~

Poses:

(Not In Order)

Pose 1: .mien. {belly dancer} 05

Pose 2:  Focus Poses Cute Azz_3

Pose 3:  Focus Poses Casual Girl 3_3

Pose 4:  [Ca.Co] Vintage 6

Pose 5: . ploom . Oh! Darling - 3 Curvy

Pose 6:  :Picture This!: Hail to the Princess 2

Thank you and enjoy a beautiful day! :)

The Mamba In Me

Avatar Credits: Jammy Dodger / Curiously Deluxe

BTB QUOTE:

"Unmistakably in the small camp I saw the signs of struggle. Too, on the ground, I saw shed blood.
"They are gone," said the leader of the small men. "They were taken by the Mamba people, those who file their teeth."
The word ‘Mamba’ in most of the river dialects does not refer to a venomous reptile as might be expected, given its meaning in English, but, interestingly, is applied rather generally to most types of predatory river tharlarion. The Mamba people were, so to speak, the Tharlarion people. The Mamba people ate human flesh. So, too, does the tharlarion. It Is thus, doubtless, that the people obtained their name.
"How do you know it was the Mamba people?" I asked.
"They came through the forest on foot," said the leader of the small people. "Doubtless they were following you. Doubtless they wished to surprise you."
"How do you know it was they?" I asked.
"We saw them," said one of the men.
"It is our country," said another. "We know much of what occurs here."
"Did you see the attack?" I asked.
"We did not wish to be too close," said another man.
"We are a small people," said another. "There were many of them, and they are large."
"We saw those of your party being led away," said another man.
"They were then alive," I said.
"Yes," said another man.
"Why did you not tell me of these things sooner?" I asked. "We thought you knew of the attack," said one of the men, "and had fled, thus escaping."
"No," I said. "I was hunting."
"We will give you meat, if you wish," said one of the small men. "Our hunting earlier today was successful."
"I must attempt to rescue those of my party," I said.
"There are too many of the Mamba people," said one of the small men. "They have spears and knives."
"I must make the attempt," I said."
~Explorers of Gor, pages 393 & 394

~*The Body*~

Skin: -Glam Affair - Vera - Africa - Clean G

Shape: [STICKY] Fruit Cake Shape - New (Not Released Yet)

Eye Brow Shape:  [STICKY] Fruit Cake Suggested Brows

Hair Base: +S+ Raven Hairbase - FREE at STORE

Hair: +Spellbound+ Warrior // Monochromes w/Feathers

Eyes: IKON Promise Eyes - Scoria (M)

~*The Cosmetics and Add Ons*~

Eye Make Up: +Nuuna+ Iizi Black

Eye Liner: .Pekka. Eyeliner Combo 2 Liner # 6

Slink Hands: Slink -Avatar Enhancement Hands - Casual - XXSmall R w/appliers

Slink Feets: Slink Female Feet (AvEnhance) XS - Mid w/appliers

Eye Lashes: Candy Mountain - Dolly (Link to MP Store)

Nail Colour: {Wicked} Peach - Nails - Winter Queen @ The Lion, The Witch, And the Wardrobe

 ~*The Accessories*~

Septum//Nose Piercing: AITUI - Septum Ring - Tongs (Click Resize)

Circlet:  [Keystone] Glam'yr - Bone - Onyx

Necklace: . a i s l i n g . Fangarth-Necklace -RARE

Collar: BP_Cobra Collar (scr)

Harness:  [Keystone] Jeweled Harness - Onyx/Silver - Garnet

Chains:  * May's Soul* Black Chain necklace

Pauldrons: . a i s l i n g . Fangarth-Collar-/BLACK/

Bracers: . a i s l i n g . Fangarth-Bracer /BLACK/

Staff: . a i s l i n g . Fangarth Sceptre

Ankle Wraps: . a i s l i n g . Fangarth-LLeg /BLACK/

Rings: {Imeka} Athena Pearl Ring {Gold}

~*The Ensemble*~

Skirt: !APHORISM! Black Leather Skirt - M

Top: !APHORISM! Black Leather Bralette - M

~*The Props and Poses*~

Poses:

(Not In Order)

 Pose 1:  EP - Goddess Of Love #5

Pose 2: RACK Poses - Aphrodite

Pose 3: Kirin - Sakura Pose 1

Pose 4: Kirin - Sakura Pose 5

Pose 5: !bang - stand 303

Thank you for viewing! <3